Filipino & mixed
The Struggles Of Life.
ask me something!
i don't bite, often.
but when i do, it's hard.
Rest In Peace
Federico "Dado" Ybanez
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Some days I feel like I’m alone. Most of the time, I feel like what I’m making as income isn’t enough for what’s coming. My baby. Time is flying way too fast and I feel like I really need to have a lot more saved up than what I do now. But every time I save, something comes up and I have to take from my savings. I think it’s more financial problems. I know I’m not alone. He’s there 100% of the way and he makes a decent amount . And I know I have help from my parents, family, and my baby’s God parents. So I shouldn’t worry as much as I should. I keep thinking that I need another job when really I shouldn’t be working as much . I guess that’s what I get for being way to independent. I was always an independent person and was always a workaholic. I need to get it together before I cause myself too much stress. I’m sure everything will be okay but my mind tends to drift off into the far future. I keep thinking about the “negative” what ifs instead of looking on the bright side . I’m gonna try to be the best mother I can be, but I guess I have to take it one step at a time.
12 weeks pregnant ! I tried sucking in my gut some too lmao . Oh laaaawd .
So I wanted to keep track of my pregnancy week photos & I knew I’d forget how many weeks I’d be for each photo I take along the road . So I’m gonna post it on here to keep track for myself before it goes anywhere else like Facebook or instagram. & because I wanna shoe you guys on tumblr before anywhere else lol. Well anyway here we go lol . How exciting !
11 weeks today (:
LOL dem thighs doe.
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking; it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices in the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails.
I’ve been doing some research lately. On account that everyone that I’ve came in contact with regarding my pregnancy said that I’m having a boy. I’ve been looking up signs and old sayings, even took quizzes and the ancient Chinese gender calender to see which were true to me or if it was true about me having a boy. Man oh man. Do the signs point to it. Lol. Boy I tell you. Everything is pretty much to the T, even to where my right breast is bigger than my left and that’s another sign for a boy. No morning sickness or nausea. Cravings are mainly meats and salty rather than sugary stuff. Even the chinese gender calendar said I’d have a boy. Oh boy how I wish it will be. But watch it end up being a girl lol . I’m okay with either gender as long as it’s healthy . I can’t wait til we get to know the sex ! Another 2 more weeks ! I’m feeling absolutely blessed
I thought it was a myth when they say if the mother doesn’t show or have any symptoms of pregnancy it goes to the father. Apparently not because as of right now I believe he’s the one that’s pregnant, not me. LOL. It’s quite funny actually. He’s moody, the fatigue, back pains. I WAS all that in the first month or so, but it done switched over to him during the past idk, I wanna say 2 weeks ? Lol. Poor daddy.